sigh

What's wrong with me nowadays?
Why am I so moody?
Sigh..
Sigh...
There are many things on my mind that I can't say.
Yet I want to say.
What exactly is the status of our friendship?
normal, good friends or one of your really really close friends?
There are many things I want to tell you.
But I doubt I can.
Because...
sigh.
Why can't I be more enthu?
why is my life so fail nowadays??
i really need some comfort.